Here's a poem I just wrote. I was listening to a depressing piece of music and it was then that I broke down and started crying a little. I needed to write something to at least attempt to put down in words how I've been feeling..
i taste the salt from my t e a r s
that slowly c a r e s s my face
searching for y o u across the plain
of an endless e m p t y space
your p r e s e n c e soothes my soul
but now i f e e l empty inside
i can't p r e t e n d i'm ok without you
no matter how hard i've t r i e d
i cradle myself a l o n e
try to c o m f o r t my aching heart
knowing we're not t o g e t h e r
only t e a r s myself apart
ever since you've m o v e d away
i've tried to s u p p r e s s what I feel
the feeling that a part of me has d i e d --
then left behind something that isn't r e a l
right now i'm quietly c r y i n g
w i t h o u t you i'm out of place
i taste the salt from my t e a r s
that slowly c a r e s s my face
~° jimmy °~
i miss you
i want to hold you
i want to see your face
only because..
i love you