Song: John Mayer - Comfortable
Mood: = and =(

There's this problem that's been lingering in the back of my mind recently. Last night I had trouble sleeping because I kept thinking about it while I was laying in bed. I guess it would help if I vented some of my confusion and frustration in here. Whoever is reading this right now, don't expect me to tell you what's on my mind, because it's my problem and mine alone.

Have you ever come across a seemingly harmless question where you KNEW [or thought you knew] the answer at that split-second and answered without a second thought? Maybe later you took more time to think about it or something happened to make you wish you had taken the other choice. Well, I've trapped myself in one of those tangled situations. It's like I came across a fork in the road and I took a blind step onto one of the paths without thinking. Maybe I chose the wrong one.. the wrong path that is. I feel like I've created a rift in myself. I don't know. It's like all these doubts have seeped into my mind and there's nothing I can do to convince myself that I made the right choice. Maybe if I give myself more time I can overcome my ridiculous fears. All I know is that this one simple decision is driving me crazy. I guess until the right time comes for me to do something about it, I'll tell myself to forget about it. Either that or I'll continue to stay up late, watch my clock, think about what I've done, and drift away..

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