Beautiful..

That was my first thought when Jasmine gave me the link to this layout that she had designed for me =*). Jasmine is so thoughtful. I'm just amazed at how lovely this layout turned out. It's gorgeous ^_^! Best of all, it's one of a kind ;). I'm the only one that will EVER use this, hehe. If you ever get a chance to talk to Jasmine, you should tell her that Kathryn loves her so much for taking the time to come up with such an amazing layout. I didn't even ask for her to make me a new one, but she wanted to make one for me =*). She told me that she knew I liked the movie Moulin Rouge, so she borrowed the quote "Diamonds are a girl's best friend.." from the movie and she took the image of the AWESOME Tiffany engagement ring that I had posted up in my profile, and came up with the layout O=). Jasmine is so wonderful. She truely is one in a million. I'm so thankful that I got to know her this year and become her friend because she is such a special person =).

Today I went with my family to Chuck E. Cheese's for my sister Tanisha's 5th birthday. Tanisha has grown up so much. Watching her get older makes me realize how quickly I'm growing up and how fast time flies by [I know that's such a cliché thought, but it's true that we become more self-aware of time as we get older]. I've changed so much in the past five years since Tanisha was born. It makes me even more curious as to where I will be in the next five years to come. Where will everyone else be? Will we be as close or will we drift apart and not see one another again? The future hides so many secrets.. xP.

While I was at my sister's birthday party, I began to think of what I wanted to do when my birthday comes. The truth is I have no idea. The next three weekends are booked for either me or my friends >_<. All region is next Saturday, then the Vine's Spaghetti Supper is the following Saturday, then Solo and Ensemble contest comes the next Saturday after that! Hmm.. that's alright I guess. I wasn't exactly planning to have a party and I'm indifferent as to whether I'll have one or not. I guess I'll see.
My dad keeps asking me what I want for my birthday, and there's only one thing on my mind..

a new cell phone..

I don't mind if I don't get a new one. The one I have is just fine, but it would be nice to have a newer one O=). My dad said he would consider, but I don't want to get my hopes up. He already thinks I'm spoiled, and I don't exactly blame him =. I guess I am and I shouldn't want anything at all.

The end of the month comes in two weeks. This may not seem very important, but I have to make a very difficult decision by that date. It's a decision that will influence not only me, but at least two other people, so I'm hoping that I can make the right one this time. I hope that when I do make my decision it will cause changes to happen in this certain individual's life. I want to change them and make them better =). Hmm.. I would do almost anything.. [whatever the consequence] for that person. I hope they realize how much that means..

I've been thinking a lot about this whole situation and I think that I might go with my first instinct or continue going as I am. This may not make a lot of sense to you, but I wrote this with that in mind. Only a few people should apprehend what I'm trying to say.. =X

* Kathryn *